sometimes, i think i ask too much from bestie and boyf.

alright, raywong sat down and read what i was writing. apparently i only came up w the first few words. like he said, its still going t be up on the web for all t see, so no point lah. so I'll continue on what i was going t write on.

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period made me a really bad friend and girlf.

i quarrelled w bestie over nothing.
i read boyf's sms inbox, w/o his permission.
i forced boyf t go for his lesson.
i nearly not let boyf go for soccer.

what's next? idk, i really don't. its like idk why that is even happening. i don't really mood swing that much. maybe its due t the endless blue screens, unconnectable tp-secure, 4 packed bus, etc. pissed by so many stuffs, &felt neglected by boyf cause his projs &presentations are never ending. ):

&i KO ytd night. missed my reading session for security&surveillance. i totally deserve t fail this quiz today. i only did 5mcq, the rest are blanked. i couldn't solve anything. nothing came up at all, all because i KO ytd.

i should have sat up when Gary woke me up by sms.
i should not have slept on my dumb bed since i already know i need t wake up.
i should not have slept at all cause i couldn't get up t wake boyf up too.
i should have concentrate while reading w bestie in sch.

i should have, i should have.. but its all too late now. i can only work harder for projs and term test.

i hope boyf's soccer ends soon. period makes me feel like emoing &that's not good at all.